mum's words

My mother loves me. She loves me like the same as her other children....

I need to remember this.

I feel like tanggang now and should have been turned to stone a long time ago...

After all that has been said, I love my mum. She is fair. I need to remember this.

I cried harder when the computer switches on the Azan - And it's only 7.29pm on my computer, supposedly for maghrib.

So ashamed, so sinful, so wrong... I felt so at peace hugging my mum like that.

"you always think I dun love you or love you less...... but I dunno how else to show you..."

She's the best mum I can ever have. To err is human and I hope all is forgiven..

Pls protect my family from harm.

Only ALLAH can know how I'm feeling. I'm so sorry....