May 3, 2008

mum's words

My mother loves me. She loves me like the same as her other children....

I need to remember this.

I feel like tanggang now and should have been turned to stone a long time ago...

After all that has been said, I love my mum. She is fair. I need to remember this.

I cried harder when the computer switches on the Azan - And it's only 7.29pm on my computer, supposedly for maghrib.

So ashamed, so sinful, so wrong... I felt so at peace hugging my mum like that.

"you always think I dun love you or love you less...... but I dunno how else to show you..."

She's the best mum I can ever have. To err is human and I hope all is forgiven..

Pls protect my family from harm.

Only ALLAH can know how I'm feeling. I'm so sorry....

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Me very the sorrie.. sincerely sorrie.. from the bottom of my heart, S.O.R.R.Y

May 5, 2008 at 1:17 AM  
Blogger Sssshhh....Shah said...

I'm sorry TOO. I dunno how many more times I have apologised... Countless.

But for what it's worth, no matter how hurtful the words and harmful my actions have been and can be,
I love you. That will NEVER change.

June 1, 2008 at 9:04 AM  

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