It's been.......too long. Aishah's back with a vengeance.

Ya Allah...! 

It's been such a lo0o00ng time since I last posted my random thoughts here.... Too long it's been since I had to reset my passwords (blame it my ubershort memory span) just to get access on all sites I'm affiliated with. Blogspot, my yahoo and hotmail accounts, multiply and even friendster password access have all been reseted. My access to the WWW has been minimal to say the least in these recent times. A lot has happened. Moments worthy enough to blab about here have all been missed out on just because I could not get ma hands on the internet! Wat a waste. Although ma thoughts are random and of no importance coz it does not have any impact on anyone or anything other than myself, I still cannot help but to feel resentment that I dun have as much "blab time" as I used to. THIS affects me. As a result, I tend to talk to myself. Dun be mistaken, I actually enjoy my monologues however, recently, I find myself on self-talk mode everytime I'm w/o company. In my room, kitchen, alone in the house, the container that's supposed to be an office or even in the train.  

I dun see this as a problem per se, but I think I'd better monitor this habit and keep it in check before I find myself cut off from REAL company purposely just so I can be by myself because I'm DAT much fun even when I'm alone! hahaa! :p

It's been......... 7 hours and fifteen days... since you took your love away... Ahem! Sorry I kinda side-tracked. Whenever I begin a sentence with "it's been..." dat Sinead O'Conner song always pops up and I just have to sing it. Dat's an Aishah Moment rite there... hmmm... 

As I was saying, it's been 68 days into marriage life and Dearest Ma Ayang is still as caring as when we were... dating/courting/getting to know more abt each other or in Ma Ayang's words "going steady". Yikes! It's Tacky Time! Now DAT'S a Ma Ayang moment. hahahaa! 

Ma Ayang or MYG for short is sound asleep now so I'm adopting his lappy as my own till MYG wakes up. There is this one song that ma good fren Beyonce sings so beautifully.. I swear she was singing abt me and MYG (if she had known us) when she came up with the song Flaws and All. Take a listen yo'all and you'l ge' wa' i' mean. hehehe.. I'm on super blab mode, i know. 

This is the result of involuntary compressed thoughts/opinions/judgements/frustration or shall we just easily categorise all of the above as "emotions"  jam-packed in this head since the last entry I posted while I was in Bintan. Even dat cannot be counted as an entry as it wasn't even half a page in length. If you know Aishah well enough, you will know her typical entries are at least half  page. Dat's how much blab she has on a typical day. Any shorter means she was hurried/cornered/pressured to log out pronto because in most cases, the PC she's using is not hers so she doesn't have any say in the matter but to just shut up and log out. Dat's rite. :S

I need to get myself an ASUS. hahahahaa! wat a way to selit! Skiiiillll... :D

I'm just abt having a diarhea of mental snapshots rite now and my fingers can't type as fast as my mind is running at the moment so I'm just gonna list down the highlights since my last entry. 

I SAW DAVE CHAPPELE! (If you're not as excited as I am, u obviously dunno who he is and I'm left to wonder why the heck don't you know who he is.. ) Well anyways, MYG and I were at Far East one night (actually that was the first time we went to town as Mr and Mrs - it's a memorable moment okay..? :P) and mny ppl were walking past him. hey were actually walking PAST him, not even pausing to maybe say "hey i've seen this guy before but where eh?" No, the teenagers of today walked straight pass this funny guy totally immersed with their loads of shopping. Pity! hahaha! I sound so drama even for me.. ehehee.. Well we saw Dave, looked at him long enough to know he's a celebrity. Because we were staring, Dave stopped oggling at the 2 thai she-male to wave to us! Dave Chappele waved and acknowledged our presence by waving at us!!! hahahaa! K i'm really playing the drama theme here k, I know. Still on drama mode, MYG and I had to brace ourselves by having a puff at the corner (MYG did, not me lah) and I was shamelessly practising my line of "Are you Dave Chappele from the Chappele Show?" he would answer with the positive and we would then take a picture to cement the memory forever but as soon as MYG finished puffing, Dave's disappeared. Maybe he hooked up with one of the Thai She-Male. Or maybe both. Eeeeww.. hahahaha! 

K lah, I cannot stand the fact that I'm talking abt someone nobody else knows so I'm enlightening the identity of this funny man. He's black, in the same genre as Chris Rock and Chris Tucker and Martin Lawrence. All stand-up comedians but I can relate to this guy coz his humour is darker and he cusses the most. Hahaha! Chck him out at youtube and you'll get ma drift yo'all! hehee..

Wat else?

Oh yah, I've been in and outta job since SCS conspired against me. Bullocks to them. They suck then and u wanna know something really believable? They STILL suck now. This topic is an entry in itself and I have a strong feeling I'll write abt it very soon. Maybe sooner once I get my hands on the ASUS! hahaha! Selit again! Aishah's on a roll.. :p Hopefully with pictures the next time. And Boy do I have pictures to share! 2 words to look out for: RI DONG. 

I'm at isun now or the code name I'm forced to give this place: Library. I become a librarian whenever I'm here and I reckon I'll be a librarian till the end of this week. Maybe.

Ok i'm done. For now.

NOTE FROM EDITOR AISHAH: this is my space. The only space I think I have left which has not been invaded by anyone or anything. I dun feel I need to apologise if you are offended by my posts, by this or future posts, and please don't make me feel bad by what I think because my thoughts are what makes me ME. Never will I bring down entries I've posted and if you dun like what you read, I strongly suggest you close this page and  make a solemn vow never to return. I've got a gnawing feeling that the ride's gonna get bumpier from now on......

Dun say I didn't warn you.