Happee burfday Kek! (we are but a "depressed" bunch)

I gotta put it on record that I simply adore the band which hails from Indon, UNGU. Ok banget deh. Andaiku Tahu is playing in the airwaves as I'm typing this. Such bliss. Gue amat bangga sih ngan mereka.. Ahem. heehee.. We need more bands like 'em. I enjoy Peter Pan, Dewa, Slank and the likes but UNGU's special for obvious reasons. They're currently on my top 10 on 10 list of favourite bands. A close second is REM. :) Dhil told me not to buy the CD as he will get it for me soon Insya Allah. Dhil, if you're reading this, just want you to know that you're a good friend with or w/o the CD. I appreciate the gesture and I wish all the goodness that you deserve coz you are a good person (I tell you this many times coz I really believe this about you) and I'm thankful we're still friends even after all that has happened or in our case, after all that has not happened btwn us. Everything happens for a good reason. Hanya Allah ta'ala sajer Yang tahu.. ......................................... : ( ..............................

The girls and I jadik orang pulau yesterday. Haha.. We kinda had a pasang-siap picnic for Kek at P Ris beach. It was kinda an unofficial bday gathering for her coz kek's actual bdate is on the 9th. Mar gorenged some mee and I just bought satay.(I cannot cook to save my own life. sigh..) As for Linnie, she had to carry 'em all. Haha! As Lyn only contributed by bringing her "teka-teki specialist" aka "Pika" aka her daughter, she had the task of carrying the load. Hahaa! Takmu marah ek girlfwen. Fair pe. Shem can't possible carry heavy loads as she is....well, a Mak Yong at the moment and I have my shoulder injury to take care of so.. thanks eh lyn. Ko lah sahabat. *wink* We actually had quite a spread for a last-minute picnic arrangement. I cannot contain the bangganess I'm feeling now. Heehee.. Kental nyer Shah. :p

Food galore! Complete with kicap for the spicy mee (red bottle in centre). Thank you Shem!

I dunno how Kek felt exactly, but if I were her, I'd be touched to tears. (Yes. I am dat cengeng.) It was an awesome night. A particular friend who asked me about the weather earlier in the day came to mind when I looked up and saw the red sky, threatening us with rain. It turned out to be a blank threat as the red sky cleared soon enough.. Alhamdulillah. I enjoyed myself truly. Chillin' out with ppl you care about. Gazing at them stars twinklin'. There is this other person who is also a member of our Care & Share club but she kinda MIAed on us. Couldn't make it due to whatever her reasons might be. Kinda miss Dol as I'm typing this. Dol...Dol.... Come back dol. Come back. Hmmm.. Though you drama, without you, PCD would just be PC. Now that's just plain sad. Anyways, initial plan was to also enjoy the audio Kek brought along but cannot make it lah coz ada jer story yang nak diciterkan so there really wasn't any silent time. Becok..Becok.. Talking, eating, cackling, eating, riddling, eating. hee... Pika cute ah. She's a mini-lyn, really. I can see that she's gonna be as funny as her mama is and great company for her friends when she grows up. As the host of the night and being the self-declared "teka-teki specialist", she did a well-done job. We were entertained. :D I've gotta include the riddle here which actually managed to crack me up.

Pika: dalam banyak2 binatang, binatang apa yang tak datang when Tarzan pekik o0o0oo0o?
us: entah eh. Give up. :(
Pika: Badak! Pasal dia pekak badak. Tak leh dengar tarzan panggil. Kesian..
me: Bwahaaahaa! (genuine cracking up) Power ah Pika. :D Patut pon dier specialist.. :)

8.30pm:

8.33pm: haha!!

Dah lah anaknyer teka-teki specialist, maknyer lak dating specialist. Dating specialist tak bertauliah. Hmph! The day has come when Ah Lynn decided that she has a calon for me. Lyn's so funny. (iye Lynn.. Aku ngah tersenggih ni Lynn) Sigh... She proceeded to tell me more about the calon and I proceeded to laugh some more. I then barraged her with questions about the candidate. She answered all but one. And that question, to me, was the vital one. If he cannot satisfy that particular requirement, then I can only foresee us being platonic friends. She has yet to revert but I think I already know the answer... My sis once told me to stop being choosy but I beg to differ. She could not be more wrong. I'm not choosy, kak. I'm simply......lazy. Haha. Really I am. Help me find one. Find out more about him by scanning his tapak kaki (lynn said the barcode is usually there :S) and if you think that he may be the one for me, who am I to disagree with you? hahaa! Rabak sey Shah. Pe-ma-las. I find the whole dating game a big mess. Organised chaos, if you will. The mixed signals, the formalities, it's just an alternate word for "headache". Maybe I've mellowed down over the years or maybe the fact that I've invested a lot in my past BGR and it has come to nought, makes me the bo-chap person that I am today. I feel drained. Why can't it be simpler? I insert here an example for you: I like you. You like me too? Huh, really? U sure? You are sober right? heee... Ok then. Alhamdulillah. Now let's move on to step 2... Something like that.
But I know life is not obvious black and white. It's dull gray, bright orange, dirty yellow, muddy brown, etc all mixed together. That makes life colourful and interesting but also colourfully confusing for blurblur ppl like yours truly. Presently, I'm often worried that I may seem overly eager to my new found friends. I feel I'm a sarcastically direct, goofy and loud by nature kinda person. Oh yah, I need to add "easily excited and kecoh" :S to the list also. Nothing wrong with that coz these are the traits that make me ME but I keep wondering what must he be thinking when I make that stupid face or that lame statement.. Know what, I realised I can just delete the whole paragraph above by using one descriptive word "insecure". Lerrr.. Susah sgt nak cakap. Hahaa!

Me with my match-maker. =) scareeee.. Backdrop power ah.

Ah lynn, you're still my dating specialist but dun hold your breath k. If it happens, Insya Allah it happens. But if it doesn't, I appreciate the kind assistance all the same.. This entry's supposed to be about kek's unofficial bday bash tapi balik² psal matter of my lonesome heart. Sib baik lah this is my page, so that means I can write about anything I want - even if it means the same boring topic yet again. yeahaha. :P

Back to the picnic. I'll let the pictures do the rest of the talking. Think I've said much already.. hee... Bottom line, it really was an attempt for Kek and Linnie to cheer up. Judging by the pictures below, mission accomplished, I think.

Pika the official cameragirl for the event. Skill. :)

Us on the 8-little-men tent. =)

a klasik kase of kentalness.

hee.. hee. Peace out!

p/s: Oleh kerana saya ni tersangatlah long-winded, saya rasa ada patutnya saya keratkan entry ini khusus buat gambar² yg dipetik hari itu. To be continued ey...